Unmotivated.
Been trying to make up for the past 2 weekends of hibernation at home, because of rashes & sore throat and flu bug.
Anyway, I'm just trying my best to find back that kind of motivation and drive to past everyday happily. Deep inside I just find I'm not smiling anymore. I don't know why, even for mum's day celebration, I tried to be a happy kid, but in the end, I guess everything is still trapped inside me.
When will my freedom returns? I don't see it, neither do I smell it. This is bad. Ah bai asked me to try out SQ Cadet Pilot position, which the chances is so slim. Nonetheless, I should at least give myself a chance right?
Let me conclude what I've done for the past few days (pictures excluded due to laziness and unmotivation)
Friday: Went to purchase my new Nokia 6280. Yes, I love the HP loads, and I'll be sneaking in the phone on several occassion. (I don't get it! Why they disallowed camera handphone when I've zero-interest of taking pictures in camp). Met lian and en for dinner at Big O. The Pan-fried Cod fish is extremely delicious. Please try it!
Saturday: Badminton game with ex-coursemates. Seems like I've got a thing for badminton these days. Sweat it out and I just love the game. Went Ajisen for lunch thereafter. Went airport to pick Ah-bai up. This is my first time seeing her in her uniform. She's down lately, but I can say that your life is definitely more enjoyable than mine. Treasure what you have now.
Then its dinner with Dad and mum and supper with Ariel and Jas. The rochor beancurd is really nice. yum-yum. We went to ECP to chill out for a while. Ended up dozing off in Jas's car. I'm so freaking tired.
Sunday: Didn't went Breakfast with mum and dad. I'm very very tired. And beginning to taste the aftermath of sports without warm up. Aches, aches and more aches (not eggs huh). Dinner was at New Changi Ferry Terminal. Its Mother's Day. So kor reserved a table there. Nice ambience, food taste pretty good too. Nice place for a drink and relaxation, really.
After the dinner, we went to Village hotel to chill at Vau Lounge. A major facelift from the previous Le Meridien. Its amazingly beautiful. Love the rooftop swimming pool. You can see Changi Airport and enjoying under the stars while dipping in the water. Nice!
Today: Accompanied Ah-bai to Clinic with Erjie. Went to DFS (again) and Far East to shop for Er-jie's bag. While shopping, ah-bai and I stupidly came out with alot of Jap's description words E.g. Nose is called "Bi-tsu", mouth is called "Zui-ba" - Please use Jap accent while pronouncing them. Thank you! Followed up by Poseidon, which was really good. 4 out of 5. And the new Cathay is extremely cold. I was shivering already. Geez.
Now: Feeling bored. Its a brand new week again. Mobilsation in a week time. (Hope it won't be activated) And you know what makes me laugh? Its Ah-bai's secret photo. lolx. Damn funny and cute lo.
Anyway, I'm just trying my best to find back that kind of motivation and drive to past everyday happily. Deep inside I just find I'm not smiling anymore. I don't know why, even for mum's day celebration, I tried to be a happy kid, but in the end, I guess everything is still trapped inside me.
When will my freedom returns? I don't see it, neither do I smell it. This is bad. Ah bai asked me to try out SQ Cadet Pilot position, which the chances is so slim. Nonetheless, I should at least give myself a chance right?
Let me conclude what I've done for the past few days (pictures excluded due to laziness and unmotivation)
Friday: Went to purchase my new Nokia 6280. Yes, I love the HP loads, and I'll be sneaking in the phone on several occassion. (I don't get it! Why they disallowed camera handphone when I've zero-interest of taking pictures in camp). Met lian and en for dinner at Big O. The Pan-fried Cod fish is extremely delicious. Please try it!
Saturday: Badminton game with ex-coursemates. Seems like I've got a thing for badminton these days. Sweat it out and I just love the game. Went Ajisen for lunch thereafter. Went airport to pick Ah-bai up. This is my first time seeing her in her uniform. She's down lately, but I can say that your life is definitely more enjoyable than mine. Treasure what you have now.
Then its dinner with Dad and mum and supper with Ariel and Jas. The rochor beancurd is really nice. yum-yum. We went to ECP to chill out for a while. Ended up dozing off in Jas's car. I'm so freaking tired.
Sunday: Didn't went Breakfast with mum and dad. I'm very very tired. And beginning to taste the aftermath of sports without warm up. Aches, aches and more aches (not eggs huh). Dinner was at New Changi Ferry Terminal. Its Mother's Day. So kor reserved a table there. Nice ambience, food taste pretty good too. Nice place for a drink and relaxation, really.
After the dinner, we went to Village hotel to chill at Vau Lounge. A major facelift from the previous Le Meridien. Its amazingly beautiful. Love the rooftop swimming pool. You can see Changi Airport and enjoying under the stars while dipping in the water. Nice!
Today: Accompanied Ah-bai to Clinic with Erjie. Went to DFS (again) and Far East to shop for Er-jie's bag. While shopping, ah-bai and I stupidly came out with alot of Jap's description words E.g. Nose is called "Bi-tsu", mouth is called "Zui-ba" - Please use Jap accent while pronouncing them. Thank you! Followed up by Poseidon, which was really good. 4 out of 5. And the new Cathay is extremely cold. I was shivering already. Geez.
Now: Feeling bored. Its a brand new week again. Mobilsation in a week time. (Hope it won't be activated) And you know what makes me laugh? Its Ah-bai's secret photo. lolx. Damn funny and cute lo.
